Aizek Von Romero

que sera... sera

what ever will be will be... who would have thought i would be what i am today. life indeed is super unpredictable. well, i must say i had simple dreams:

• i have always wanted to be kata enocensio (the tv reporter) - so i became alice cadao (the tv reporter) once,
• i adored the life lived by the late eddie mercado- so my voice was heard over the radio as an anchor once,
• i wished to become a mother before i reached 30, so it happened,
• i desired to have a baby boy, now i have a little bugoy,
• i wanted to have an intimate and simple wedding, so i had one,
• i longed to have...

this list can go on and on but i was interrupted by the thought of the things that were on my wishlist and remained. hahaha! i must remind myself to count my blessings. i love my life more if i think of mine and my family's good health. i love the strength of my heart, thank you my Lord! all glory be to you!

it took me too long to decide to write again. yes, decide because i was too afraid to express my thoughts. i might hurt some people. the people who are supposedly closest to my heart. here i am, wanting to write about me, about my life then and now. it was a month ago when i thought of the big difference between "then" and "now".

happiness!!!!!!!

why happiness? and why not? i am writing about happiness simply because i want to be reminded of that feeling. i totally forgotten the feeling. i mean, please don't get me wrong. i am not living a miserable life. it's just that life didn't turn out to be what i expected it to be. my dear friend says, "happiness is not what happens to you but how you respond to what happens to you". "Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow." be happy and be grateful.

my skyride adventure!